Wednesday, September 10, 2008

holy shit results:(

omfffffg. results are out.
and damn it man, i attained hideous grades.
trust me, you dont wanna know the contents.
ok, so maybe poly isnt going to be as easy as i thought it would be.
perhaps i still havent got out of my comfort zone.

i studied the same way as i always did during my secondary years.
i just cant figure out what had gone wrong.
perhaps it's complacency,
or maybe just plain laziness.

and you know that you can blame no one but yourself.
it's you you you who brought yourself into such holy shit situation.
and of course, seriously,
what's the use of crying over spilled milk?

but whatever the reasons,
i know one very crucial thing.
that is i have to CHANGE.
and man, do it cause you know you need to.

so bernice, throw away all your past glories,
and stop living in your own 'everything will turn out just fine' world.
it's high time to know and realise that
good things may come only after a great deal of hardwork.
never ever expect things to happen by itself.
so just remember,

FOR THINGS TO CHANGE, I MUST CHANGE FIRST.

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