After a few

days of serious deliberation, I have concluded that I am a person without any goals and aims in life. There's nothing that I can do really well or better compared to others. I have no special skill or talent. I cant do sports and have no talent in music. So maybe I think I do have an interest in photography, but I do not think that I will excel in this area. I do not have any passion in my life. Like some people, they feel that swimming or painting is their passion and they cant do without it. I really do envy those people. At least, they are living their life to the fullest. Unlike me. I'm practically just living, as a living thing. I do not aspire to become anyone successful. I just waste my life away. I have no dreams. I have no ambitions. Sometimes, I really feel that the world can do perfectly fine even without me. I always say losers on earth waste oxygen. But for a matter of fact, I now realised that I am too, a loser myself. No wait, I'm probably the biggest loser of them all.

Stayover at Y's house on Sunday night if nothing goes wrong. Cant wait. ;)